Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Not Facebook Worthy

I just read an article about Facebook Envy... How we all share our finest moments and our most beautiful pictures and the envy that creates.  It inspired me to share my heart today.  This is not my finest moment... Not what I would normally consider Facebook Worthy. 

Recently, I went to a retreat where we focused on joy. At one point, one of the leaders invited ladies to come up if they were needing joy. She said if you're just not feeling the joy of the Lord, if you're wanting it and just not feeling it, come on up here and we will pray with you. I sat still in my seat. I was feeling pretty joyful. Things were great. I had just gotten back from Africa with Jason, and the business of the Fall season had not set in quite yet. So, I sat still... I even joined in when she began praying for the ones who were brave enough to stand up and admit they weren't feeling the joy. 

I'm here in my house about 6 weeks later wishing I had that group of women to surround me today. I am so overloaded that I don't know what task to work on next. My oldest child is reaching the middle school years, and we are constantly driving each other nuts. My house is always a wreck. It's been weeks since I've cooked a decent meal for my family. I feel like I'm constantly letting someone down... either one of my kids, my husband, my parents, my fellow volunteers at Aggie's Arts, and the one that makes me feel the most guilty - letting down the people we minister to in Uganda... Constantly, there is something I'm not doing well enough. 

So. Here I sit. I'm not feeling the joy right now. On the contrary, I'm feeling quite defeated. But, I know the joy is available through my Savior. I know God's got this. I don't know what tomorrow brings, but I hope it brings rest. Even though I'm not feeling it, I'm still holding on to that truth that I don't have to do it all. God's got this. 

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Our Trip to Africa

After six years working with Aggie's Arts and three trips to Uganda without my other half.... I finally got to take Jason with me. It was a whole new experience. I cannot fully put into words exactly how thankful I am that I got to take him. On my last three trips, I literally felt as if a part of me was left behind. I loved every trip. Loved, loved, loved every trip. But, it was always difficult for me to not have Jason at my side. When we are in the US working on Aggie's Arts stuff, he is always by my side. He reads my mind, finishes my sentences, and anticipates my needs even before they arise. So, when I'm in Uganda without him I just don't feel complete.

Saying Goodbye!
   
This is a scene from one of the markets we went to looking for supplies

On this trip, The Lord blessed us with wonderful protection and guidance 24/7. On our first day, I had a To Do list of about 9 things... All of which required a different stop. I had planned to be happy if we accomplished about half of the tasks. If you've spent much time in a third world country, you understand why I didn't think all 9 tasks would be completed that day. The thing is, you can be stuck in traffic for two hours if you hit the wrong street at the wrong time. Getting lunch can take an hour and a half. And finding a store that has just what you need and the quantity you need is much like a treasure hunt. But at the end of that first day, I marked off every single thing on my list! It was a phenomenal day. We even made it to dinner and back to the hotel before dark.

Here we are buying paper. 








Since our trip was two weeks long, I can't detail every day for you in a blog post. Maybe one day I'll write a book! But, here I will give you the highlights. Our second day on the ground began our time with the Aggie's Arts beadmakers. We gave them goody bags... I always Love that part!
These were all the things we had for each of the ladies.
Some really useful stuff and some just-for-fun stuff! 
We enjoyed going through all the items with the group. One of their favorite things was the pair of sunglasses.
After going through the goodies, I shared a word of encouragement with the ladies and we discussed our plans for the week. The area where we are gathered in this photo is where we usually gather with the ladies. The home on the left is that of Mary Alonyo. She is a natural leader and takes a leadership role with the group. As our group does not have a building in Kampala yet, we simply use Mary's house as our gathering spot. This week, however, another organization that has a building nearby was generous enough to allow us to hold meetings in their building. It was wonderful to have a room to go in and be out of the sun and have room to organize our things.

Pretty things in progress...




The rest of the week was spent working on developing new products, teaching them some fundamental business skills, and making our regular bead purchases. I had challenged the ladies to come up with some new designs to show me when I arrived. I was very impressed with all that they had for me. They really did a terrific job. 
Here is a Sneak Peek at one of our new designs!








We also worked together and came up with a design for wall art and one for pocket mirrors. I am super excited about these new additions to our product line! (The full line will be available in mid-November) as we worked on these gorgeous new items and the ladies created beautiful things right before my eyes, I couldn't help but think of where they were when we met them. Most of these ladies were crushing stones in the quarry. And they have seen and experienced atrocities of war that most of us Americans will only read about in history books or in the news... They've lived it! And look what a beautiful picture of redemption. Now they are able to sit in their homes, with their families, out of the sun, and roll paper into beautiful works of art. Praise the Father God!
Here we all are in the room where we held our meetings. 



















Our week with the ladies in Kampala was very productive and fruitful.  Then, we had a day off on Sunday.  We decided to take a short trip to Jinja and see the "Source of the Nile".  This is one place I had never been, so that was extra special. :)
Standing in the Nile River



There is something pretty special about the Nile River.  It holds such a great amount of history... and we got to put our feet in!  We then enjoyed lunch at a nice little hotel nearby and headed back to Kampala.






























Finally, on Sunday night we headed to Entebbe to pick up the rest of our team for our second week, Chris & Kelly Persons.
Since our friends' name is Persons, this is the sign we
held up at the airport... because we are so funny! ;-)
They arrived safely and we headed back to Kampala for only a few hours of sleep before leaving at 5:00 the next morning.  On Monday, we drove 12 hours on treacherous roads to get to Kisoro, Uganda.  This is the area where we have a partnership with a group of 7 schools.

On our way from Kampala to Kisoro, we cross the Equator.
I am very thankful that Chris and Kelly were able to be with us in Kisoro, as Chris is our director of Kisoro Kids. He led our meetings and directed our time in Kisoro. This was a welcomed break for me after having been 'in charge' for all of our time in Kampala. It was a great encouragement to visit schools where there used to be floors of dirt and lava rocks, and to now see them floored with concrete! We repeatedly had children tell us how thankful they are that now they don't get jiggers while sitting in class. 

A Classroom in Kisoro... floors cemented by Kisoro Kids! :)

Some of the teachers helping unpack the classroom supplies.
Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday were spent visiting with teachers, parents, and students from several of the schools.  In talking with the teachers and parents, we realized their great need for classroom resources. By God's perfect plan, we had brought a large selection of resources for them. The teachers were absolutely thrilled with the posters, borders, scissors, glue, stickers, first aid supplies, pencils, notebooks, pencil sharpeners, and soccer balls. Those things were a great start, but the needs at these schools are far more than what we could hold in a few suitcases. We discussed starting a Teachers Library and Resource Room. No definite plans have been made yet, but this is certainly something we hope to get going.












It was fun to watch Jason soaking in Africa for the first time. In the first few days, most of what I heard from him was, "Take a picture of that!", "Look at THAT!", "Did you see that!?" I was very thankful that his love for the country and the people of Uganda appeared to be just as strong as mine. I joked and told him a few days in that I was glad we didn't get there and him say, "This is crazy. I want to go home!" Haha. That would have been pretty awkward! Instead, Jason adored the ladies and their families. He felt honored to spend time with them and help in the work we were doing. And the same when we went to Kisoro... He did hate the roads, but he loved the destination. :-)

Jason with Helen, Susan, and Rose.  They were
buying sodas for the group.


To all of our supporters, saying Thank You seems quite inadequate. This trip was not only a greatly productive time for the ministry of Aggie's Arts, but also a pinnacle time in the personal lives of Jason and myself. I pray great blessings to all of you who have supported us through prayer and giving. 

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Free Time!!

As a wife and mother of three, my time is pretty precious. I think back to the days when I was single or even when we were married and had no children... And I wish I had appreciated how much time I had to myself. Nowadays, my time is not my own. It is dedicated to my family. And my 'free' time is dedicated to a cause that I hold just about as dearly as my own family. 

My sweet three kiddos!

My hubby and kids with me at the Aggie's Arts office. 

Now that my free time is so limited, I realize how precious it is. I have learned in my old age to say "no" to things. I am actually comfortable turning people down. I don't let myself get overloaded with boxes to check off. I might be overloaded sometimes, but I am overloaded with stuff I love! 

My office! On an Overloaded day! ;-)

When I was younger, I would sit in a meeting, hear a list of needs and just feel like I had to volunteer to fulfill as many slots as I could possibly fill. I felt like if I didn't step up, then no one might, and then the whole project would flop... All because I didn't step up. 

Finally, I realized that my feeling like that was kind of prideful. I mean, really... People can't get things done without Amanda Page? Um, yes they can. I realized that I needed to focus my time on what I was passionate about and where my heart was, instead of just checking off a bunch of boxes. 

Don't get me wrong, I love to help with lots of stuff! I chaperone field trips when I can and I love to take a meal to a new mom. But, I don't do those things out of obligation anymore. I know I can say No. And I know the world will keep turning if I do say No. 

On a field trip with Mattie, my oldest. Super Fun!

I am so thankful for wonderful mentors who helped me find that freedom!  Without the freedom to say No to some things, I would not have been able to devote myself so fully to Aggie's Arts... Where my heart truly is. 

In Uganda with our ladies and their families. :-)

I had dinner with some dear friends this week. One of them (whom I have always wanted to be like when I grow up) said to me how impressed she is with how far we have come with Aggie's Arts. She said how the whole thing was a great idea, and we often have great ideas that just stay ideas... how wonderful it is that we have stuck with it and it has grown to such a great ministry. 

It's that freedom to say No... Freedom to stop checking off boxes and focus on my passion that HE birthed in me that has allowed me to stick with Aggie's Arts. I am so very thankful that God has allowed me to be a part of this beautiful story of hope and love. He has given me focus and He has given me freedom. As I prepare to leave on my fourth trip to Uganda, and finally take my husband, I feel incredibly blessed and very excited to see what God has in store. 

In Uganda at one of the schools we support!

So, I encourage you today to find your passion. Stop feeling like the world will fall apart if you don't check that box. Know that God is in control. Listen to Him to figure out where to spend your "free time". 

In Uganda with Simon & Aggie's baby girl, Ivy! LOVE!

To find out more about Aggie's Arts visit our website www.aggiesarts.org. 

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

The Joy of the Lord

 “For you shall go out in joy
    and be led forth in peace;
the mountains and the hills before you
    shall break forth into singing,
    and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.
Isaiah 55:12

Recently someone asked me what it’s like when I go to Uganda.  She was interested in where I stay, what I eat, how hot it is there.  We had fun laughing about the lukewarm showers and intermittent power.  But, what I wish I had told her is what it is *really* like.  The facilities where I stay are decent enough for any ‘not-too-spoiled’ American.  And I know now where to get some pretty good food.  But what is great about Uganda is the Joy.


I walk the dirt alleyways with my friends, the beadmakers, visiting their homes.  I get to see how their lives have changed since I was last there.  Sometimes they have added a new room to their home, or built a completely new house.  I get to be the first to see their newest designs with the paper beads.  I get to meet their children.  I absolutely love it.  It is phenomenal.  My heart fills with the Joy of the Lord!


Hilda's Home - Before & After

What it’s like when I go to Uganda… I forget all about the fact that my kitchen needs remodeling.   I forget that I have ugly pink tile in my second bathroom.  I forget all about the second-hand sofa that is an eye sore in my living room.  I realize what is important in this world.  I get a reality check…  A very serious reality check. 

When I walk through Banda, the area where our beadmakers live, I am utterly and completely filled with Joy.  It is the Joy of the Lord.  Having been to this area for the first time in 2008 and having the privilege of going back and seeing how their lives have changed… it just leaves me in awe.  I sit in their homes and ask about their families.  I hear updates of how their children are moving along in school.  I hear about medical concerns, and I pray with them.  THIS is what matters.  Loving and serving… Just as Christ loved and served as He walked this earth.  That is what matters.  And that is where we find His Joy.


So, when I’m in Uganda I feel the Joy that Isaiah describes.  It’s the kind of Joy that makes you think any moment now the mountains will literally break forth with singing and the trees will begin to applaud!  You just feel like you’re going to explode! 




If you haven’t experienced that kind of Joy, I pray that you will.  And you might find it in Uganda, or you might find it in your own backyard!

To find out more about Aggie's Arts, visit our website www.aggiesarts.org



Monday, April 29, 2013

Jason Finally Gets to Go!

I couldn't be more excited about my next trip to Uganda!! Why? Because after 6 years of us doing Aggie's Arts and my three trips to Africa without my husband, I finally get to take him with me! Yay!!
My precious Husband with
my sweet kiddos
Through the years, Jason has worked alongside me constantly.  He is truly an un-sung hero of Aggie's Arts.  He's always helping me get things together, coming up with great ideas, building stuff we need, patiently caring for the kids and the home while I'm away selling beads.  Finally, now he gets to go and meet the families that he has worked so tirelessly to help.

This fall (late Aug thru early Sept) we will be making a trip to visit our beadmakers and the schools that Aggie's Arts supports. We will spend one week in Kampala with the beadmakers and one week in Kisoro visiting with the leaders of our Kisoro Kids program and the schools there. Jason has never been to Africa. I am super pumped that I get to take him! And I'm really thrilled that I get to take him to all of my favorite places.

Jason with Ivy
(Simon & Aggie's little girl)
Huntsville 2011
It will be a challenging and exhausting trip. And Jason is a little nervous... Mostly about getting around when we are there. My stories about Uganda's roads and the 10-12 hour drive to Kisoro have attributed to his concerns. He's not one to enjoy a 10 hour drive on American interstates. So, the thought of poorly constructed mountainside roads with no guard rails is a little disheartening. But, I have assured him it will be well worth it!

In Kampala, we will enjoy personal visits with each of our 17 Aggie's Arts ladies. We will also spend time with two new missionaries who are moving into the slum where most of our ladies live. This couple will be daily ministering to our ladies and their community. I am thrilled about this couple moving there and can't wait to meet them!

The Page family with Simon & Aggie and Ivy
Huntsville 2011
In Kisoro, we will meet with Pastor George, our local leader of Kisoro Kids. He will take us to the schools and show us what has been done with the funding we have provided since our last visit. We will also spend time visiting with teachers and students.

Me and Jason
at the Aggie's Arts Office
Huntsville 2013
I would like to invite you to help in this journey. We need lots of prayer. And, we need lots of funding. If you would like to be updated with specific prayer needs along the journey, please let me know by email at aggiesarts@live.com.

If you would like to make a contribution to help us cover the $2,900 per person for this trip, you can click the Donate button on this blog, or mail a check to the following address. {Checks should be made payable to Aggie's Arts and mailed to 2707 Evergreen Street, Huntsville, AL 35801}

A huge thank you to each of you for your support!

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

He Knows My Name

At our church on Sunday, we were blessed to have a guest worship leader, Geoff Moore.  I love his music.  There is one song that he sang this week, which I've heard before, but it hit me in a big way this week.  It's called "He Knows my Name".  Geoff didn't just sing the song for us, he told us a great story of what this song means to him.  I'm not a great enough writer to do his story justice... but here it is in a nutshell.  It was about his adopted daughter.  She had asked him one night, speaking of the time when she was in China waiting for him and her mom to come get her, 'did God know her name?'

Geoff was excited to tell her that God did know her name.  He knew her name from before time began.  He knows your name.  He knows the plans He has for you.  I love it.  I just love it.  I love that the God of the Universe knows my name.  Yay!  How awesome is that??!!  Not only does He know your name... He sent His Son to DIE for you!!  And, if you don't know that story, email me & we'll talk.  :)

What really got me in that moment though, was that there is a little girl in Uganda named after me.  And God knew that from before time began.  He knew that when I was so self-involved I could hardly see straight and didn't consider Him in any of my decisions.  He knew that when I was 'sewing my wild oats' in college.  He *knew* that He was going to SEND ME to Uganda!!  He knew where I was going... when I had NO clue!

Amanda & Amanda
Kampala, Uganda
January 2013

If someone had told me 15 years ago that I would dedicate my life to non-profit work in Uganda, I would have told them they were crazy.  But, GOD KNEW.  He knew my name.  He knew the steps I was going to take.  And He knew there would one day be born a baby girl in the slums of Kampala who was named after me.  And I am humbled.  I am honored, blessed, undeserving, unqualified, flawed, and humbled.

He knows my name.  And I am super crazy excited about that!!  And He knows your name too... so, you should be excited too!  :-)

Have a wonderful day & to find out more about Aggie's Arts visit our website aggiesarts.org

Thursday, January 3, 2013

It was a Great 2012

2012 was a wonderful year for Aggie's Arts. We organized a Board of Directors and got registered as a non-profit organization. We had record breaking bead sales and two teams visited and ministered to our Ugandan friends.

In Kampala, the 17 Aggie's Arts bead makers were able to continue to provide for their families through our bead purchases. In Kisoro, 40 children continued to receive scholarships, 48 new desks were provided, 8 more classrooms were floored with cement, 61 books were provided, and windows and doors were provided for two classrooms.

I stand in awe of all that God has done with this ministry. The impact that Aggie's Arts is having in Uganda is far beyond what I imagined back when we began in 2007. I had hoped that we could do some good and help some people. Little did I know that God had greater plans than I could have dreamed.

This week, I get to go for another visit with the Aggie's Arts ladies in Kampala. I find it hard to put into words what an honor it is to get to take these trips. Aggie and the ladies are incredibly inspiring. Visiting with them in their homes, hearing updates from them, seeing their new designs... It is humbling, eye-opening, and fun! I love these women!!

I want to thank each of you who has made a purchase or donation, prayed for Aggie's Arts, or volunteered with us in 2012. Each one of you helps to make it possible for our ministry to keep going and growing.

Keep an eye on our website www.aggiesarts.org for updates on volunteer opportunities, as we will soon begin office hours.